April 2010
15 posts
hmm..
kind of ‘over it’. haha
dear sub-conscious..
Why on earth did you conjure up this dream last night!? I had a very memorable dream involving a student communication student, whom I don’t even know personally. Mind you this dream wasn’t romantic, but it was just weiiiiiird. Now I feel like I know this person, and I don’t! ahhh.
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holy meatballs!
Even though I don’t have cable television at home, I still find ways to watch my favorite shows online. Mostly, I watch Lost, The Office, and The Real Housewives series from Bravo! TV. I recently started watching the Housewives from New Jersey after my mom suggested it to me; she told me that the women from this series were the most ‘real’ that she’d seen on reality...
Chill out, Mel.
I need to repeat this phrase to myself more often, especially when things start to become bigger deals in my head than they actually are. As I’m coming closer to graduating, I feel like I no longer am in the mood to ‘go out’, or ‘party’ as much. Last night I went to support Ben at his senior recital for saxophone (which he rocked) and then went to...
I just spend 2 hours lounging in the warm sun, playing Keane on the ipod, loving it.
liberation
Writing last night proved to be more effective than any therapy I could have engaged. We all have these moments. We all have self-defeating tendencies sometimes, and I’m no different. However, I’ve always run from these things in myself, swept them under the rug, because I didn’t want them to be a part of me. I don’t think anyone wants to admit that things...
It’s been one of those days. The ones where you wake up and even within the first 10 seconds of blinking your eyes awake you say ‘fuck it’. I arose this morning fighting every urge in my body to slink back underneath the covers and cry through it all. I don’t even want to be in my skin at this point, but somehow I manage.
In a pretty dress, I face the world. If the package is beautiful, I’ll make...
that was a delightful egg sandwich.
March 2010
32 posts
Thanks, Colbie
I know that I’ll get through this The feeling is stronger somehow I got my feet back on the ground And I’m turning around And I’ll be everything you always said that I could be If only you’ll be waiting right here for me patiently
mending the heart
“Let go. Realize the relationship is truly over. You cannot begin moving on until you completely give up on that person. Put them completely out your system. Discard the last shred of hope that you may get back together.”
sigh.
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“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could.”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
You’re a thief and a witch but I love you to death You steal my heart and curse under your breath But the one thing that I can most willingly prove That when you are gone I’ll be fine without you
wow
I seriously cannot believe I’m still awake right now. staying up for absolutely no reason other than I think sleep is a waste of time right now. strange, huh? by the way I finally updated my hair, which is exciting. it’s even darker now, but is sure to fade. tomorrow is going to be an awful day, for sure. haha. class in 4 hours!
“Your Love is My Drug” - Ke$ha (my...
February 2010
13 posts
“A great photograph is one that fully expresses what one feels, in the deepest...”
– Ansel Adams
The Weepies - ‘Nobody Knows Me At...